Let go or Continue...

The magic on my thoughts became real when I met you,

The magic had came true...

The fantasies I was fantasizing were revealed the moment I met you,

Fantasies had came true...

The wonders I wondered made real the moment I met you,

Wonders did came true...

The rolling thunders of kisses I felt in your kisses,

Thunders on my nerves...

Weak bone and chilling spine were your touches definition,

Your touch turns me on...

You kissed me and my blood's boiling with affection,

affection to go on...

Just go on...

Just go on...

But, wait! stop!

I don't need you to break my heart...

But, wait! stop!

We can end this, let's get part...

I don't need to feel the pain

And I don't want to cry again...

Even storms cries thru blowing wind,

Even thunder screams, beats and drumming,

Even lightning shows it's feeling

and cut tree trunks into dusting polluted thing...

What more me?

I'm vulnerable you see...

Even oceans trumpets a huge huge wave

the forlornness you can even felt...

Even rivers overflows to downstream of anger and gnaw...

And raindrops heavy creating a blow...

What more me?

I just loved you as I used to be...

Do you really need to hurt me?

Nope! cannot be...

I've too much of pain and enough of that...

Coz the snow is coming with it's warm gentle touch...

Wait for the hurricane to turn you around

And see the different view from here and beyond...

Let go if you feel like your feeling the pain again...

Let go if you're being trampled like "that" same.

Let go if you can't carry on the pain.

Let go if your heart's being broken...

But, wait! just wait...

Do remember that real happiness

comes and occurs in a very scarce period of time

and if you feel like he's your everything

and that he means the world to you,

Then don't be stupid to let go...

The decision is all up you.

Continue or let go...

Just let me cry...

Are you numb not to feel my pain...

Can't you feel that I'm in vain???



How dare you to ask me what's wrong!

How dare you break my heart so wrong!!!



I loved you and it was real and true...

But you don't deserve it... do you???



I was really happy being with you

And I even decided not to let you go...



I thought it was real

But your just someone who drives me ill.



I decided to live my life for you

To share you the world that I thought was true.



But what have you done???

You're making me cry ,

are those passions a lie

and gone with the lullaby of my cry ?



I am hurt.

Deeply hurt.

Wounded deep.



I'm in tear.

I've no fear.

Leave! I don't care.



I'd rather take the pain at a time

Than be buried by the pains all the time.



I'm not numb!

My heart feels pain.

My feeling gets hurt

and my heart feels it.



I'm not perfect

But I know when to show

and I know when not to.



I'm living my present but I know where to leave the past.

I'm dreaming you for my future

but not with those you have once adore!



You said you trust me,

But have you considered my feeling within?



You said it doesn't mean anything...

But have you tried to ask me if it's ok?



You want me to listen

But have you heard my heart screaming in pain???



I've decided to leave everything for you

But now, I don't know...



You told me I'm the present and the future,

but why drag back your past to the present

that's suppose to be ours?



Past must remain and stay in your past.

Put your past behind.

Leave the past where it belongs.

Where you can sing its songs.



I don't want your past to be in your present and in my presence.

I never asked to your past to be forgotten

but just let them stay where they are suppose to lay.



But now, where're our dream?

It's dying while I'm crying...



Now where are our plans?

It's almost gone...



Track this track of time...

For my feelings and love wouldn't be the same after my tear...



Try to stop the time

For it might not come back if I'll say

it's over and we're done...



Please let me cry...

Just let me cry this time...

My Piece of Anger

I wrote this piece several months ago in response to a message I received regarding a post of mine on another website.

To you who send me message that I COPIED A WORK
YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS!!
'Coz I can write better than you!
To you who assumes 'TIS ISN'T MY WORK

DAMN! You can't just write a literary the way that I do!

I am me and you are you
You can not be me and I will never be you!

'Coz I am SMART and YOU is DOLT
'Coz I am GOOD
and YOU are ODD

'TIS PIECE IS FOR YOU!

Go on, read and envy
For after you read this,you'll regret and feel dismay

Because I have the GUTS to share what I feel.
I have the GUTS to show what is real.
I have the GUTS to say this is ME,
And expresses it all in a piece of a letter
THE YOU WHO IS SO JEALOUS!!!
'Come on' take a glimpse, even stare,read and study my work
'TIS PIECE IS MADE ONLY FOR YOU
So you'll know that the hand and mind who works is ME and MINE

and not a SO DAMN YOU!

Explore, wander the work transforms into letter

TO YOU WHO SAYS I CANNOT WRITE,
TO YOU WHO SAYS "DELETE ALL YOUR BLOGS"
This is the other side of me...
I'm sorry but...
DAMN YOU!

You have no right to drag me down
You can not be the one who'll turn me out
From writing which is a part of my life!
Through this I can reveal
The feeling I have which is so real

And you who says I can't
I'm challenging you face to face let's write!

Exert an effort from your own
So you'll know the feeling, how's it to be judged
by the piece of work on your own.

GOT IT???!!!!!

I want...

I want to see you when your sleeping
I want to see you in all and every morning
I want to see and hear you laughing
I want to see you when your crying.

I want to be with you in everything that you do
I wanna be with you 'til the end of all tomorrow
I wanna be with you when you need me
I wanna be with you 'til our hair turns gray.

I want to take care of you when you don't feel well
When your head is aching or you're having some pain
When there's thing you can't do, I'll do it for you
You can rest while I'll massage my love and caress to you...

I want to be with you when I want to cry
When I feel in vain nor in sorrow or in pain
I want to share with you the life that I have
I want to love you 'til my heartbeat stops.

I want to share with you the happiness and pain
When I'm laughing or even when I'm crying
When I am writing or I'm reading, even when I'm cooking
dancing or singing.
I want to share with you everything---

Things might be exasperatingly insane
But that's the reality of my feeling...
I want you---I need you
I need you and I want you---
Just simply because I love you and I love you so...