12 midnight

12 midnight but I can't close my eyes
My thoughts been flying away from my side
My mind keeps thinking about you and me
I don't want our story to end like a misery.

12 midnight I keep on thinking of you
Wondering if you're ok or thinking of me too
I am so restless don't wanna close my eyes
For you said I upsets you I didn't realize.

12 midnight and the time keeps on running
I wonder if your sleeping or wide awake and crying
I hope not 'coz it would break my heart
I hope that your ok, safe and sound and happy.

12 midnight the realm of sadness creeps
Contemplating the love, the love that we shared
I want this love to grow more, I want this love to ponder
I want us to be together ignore peculiarity that occur.

12 midnight I'm exhibiting my love for you to letter
The wisdom of love is here by means written
I'm drowning with my love resides in your heart
I'm feeling you my love, reflecting you tonight.

12 midnight I don't want this eyes shut
For this fire of wanting you keeps on burning inside
I wonder if your sleeping or twinging of pain
For the one that you love is erratically insane.

12 midnight, I indite this for you
Informing that I'm still here and still loving you so.
I hope your ok my dear, my baby be happy
For I'm enduring all the sadness and pain while away.

12 midnight, I won't shut my eyes
I'll let this night pass with eyes open and wide
For after 12 midnight a new day will arrive
Wag good bye to the dark night
And conquer the solitary light with smile so bright.

12 midnight...
Let the night pass.
12 midnight, my love for you feels right.
12 midnight, I still want you so bad.
12 midnight, forget the night!
Amidst the beauty of our love...

My Final Cry

Tonight is a different kind of night
For I swear not to cry again.
Tonight is a different kind of night
For now I would stop my tear from crying.
Tonight is a different kind of night
for I'll bury my love for you.
Tonight is a different kind of night
A momentum of letting go.

Tonight is my final cry...

Tomorrow, every thing's far different
Tomorrow, everything wouldn't be the same
Tomorrow, I'll say I don't love you
Tomorrow, it's been so nice to have known you.

Tomorrow, my love for you will die
Tomorrow, Loving you I'll deny
Tomorrow, our connection will be gone
Tomorrow, is the end of 'til the end of time.

Tomorrow, is just a memory of beyond forever
Tomorrow, is just a history of the one I love
Tomorrow, is letting go of carry on my dear
For tomorrow the room of solitude will subside.

Tonight when I close my eyes
I'll bring your memory with my sleep.

Tonight when I close my eyes
I'll dream of tattooed to be erased.

Tonight when I close my eyes
"I WANT" is to let go

Tonight when I close my eyes
I'll bring you in my sleep.

For tomorrow when I wake up
is a new smile on my face...

Tonight when I close my eyes I'll bring you inside
For I'll cry my final tear on your shoulder tonight.

When I close my eyes tonight it's our last
When I close my eyes tonight, it's our end
When I close my eyes tonight, dear we're over.
I'll soon close my eyes do take care...

My final good bye it starts here.

Thinkless, Pointless, Clueless, Useless, Boundless and LESS and LESS

The air blew it's cold, cold breeze
As the birds chirping on their nests
But my mind is still empty and think less.

Kids are running, yelling and playing
While mothers watching, laughing and smiling
But my sight sees nothing. It's pointless.

Clock keeps on ticking' fast
And faucets dropping' droplets of what?
My mind can't recognize it's useless.

My eyes are looking into something
Don't even know why I am staring
My eyes sees nothing, it's boundless.

My mind keeps on working
But nothing seems a bit remembering
My thought is just clueless.

The television's open
A song is playing with a sweet, sweet rhyming
But I can't understand a thing.

My heart seems bleeding
But there's nothing I am feeling
Am I just painless?

I'm thinking of something
But fades out and fades in
My mind is just careless.

I want to say something
Something
But that's not what I meant
My mind is just brainless

I want to say something
But my brain can't pick up the right thing
My mind is just careless.

I want to cry and cry and cry
But why should I?
Am I now a heartless?

How can I be a heartless when my heart still beats
I felt the heart beat
But I'm still clueless

I am still breathing
I'm still moving, I'm still thinking
But getting less and less and less...

My mind is now empty and I can't think of anything to say.
My mind isn't thinking and my brain is now empty
My brain is not functioning so there's nothing I can say
I can't think of anything becaue my mind is empty
And my brain's not functioning!!!!

Sorry....