March 30, 2009

Room of Solitude


The majestic rain towering again
Pouring down it's sadness down from heaven
I wonder why the heaven cry
Is it because he wants to stop my lonely sigh?

Pour down, pour gently, pour softly heavy rain
But please be sure that ditches are well plained.

Come pour down unto me so I can hide
That my tears are flowing down, pains haden't subside.
Come pour unto me and let them not see
That the water that flows down is not from you but from me.

Let them think I'm happy though pains inside
Let them admire my smile the loneliness I hide
Let them hug me and share problems that they have
Don't let them know my hearts breaking, breaking inside.

Let me say I am strong do cover me from storm
Let me smile while I cry, a smile of alibi
Let them draw their strenght to me
Though I'm about to stumble and fall

Rain do pour, do cover my solitude.

Subside...


The sky is dark so is my heart
The breeze is cold it is so odd
The pain is soothing deep within
Now that your gone I'm not the same

It needs time to heal the wound
'Coz my heart's been broken half is gone.
I need to reflect make it whole
For half is gone and half my soul.

You don't need to worry and don't need to be sorry
For this is the end of our sweet, sweet story
But I'll forever keep the mem'ry we'd made
To reminisce those days creeps a smile on my face.

Yes, sometimes so sad when you chose to let go
Even though you know that your heart does love so
But somehow, only somehow it is better to hold not
For love is not a game and even pain has its own feeling.

I may be wrong or could be you
But my heart's been wounded from the first day and so
I tried to mend it but you keep on making me weak
Doing things I'm not over yet, you smashed it on my face.

Do go on, let's go on
For we both have our own lives to live we'll do our best
If you think I'm wrong, I'm sorry
But though forgive me ain't a song of my melody.

I'm still trying to move on and trying to be strong
For this wind that blew me now, or, let's say a storm
Is stronger than typhoon who ends my pasts forms
This is more stronger how will I recover?

But yah, no worries though its a question truly is
But I'm known as a survivor and strong
And mending my broken heart may be labelled by storm
But I still have it's half and I know I can go on.

So, I'll let go of my cry
I'll let go all of my sigh
For my pillow is here listening and wiping my tear
This is our end but my new beginning

My heart's still bleeding
My tears still flowing
But though that I am feeling
I know 1 day it will subside again...

My Song For Tonight ( Roxette )

It must have been love, but it's over now

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, there's air of silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away

It must have been love but it's over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside, I turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's dayI dream away

It must have been love but it's over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Yeah, it must have been love but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now, I'm living without
It must have been love but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love but it's over now
It must have been love but it's over now

Mom, be here once again...

The day of forlornness I can still feel
Seeing back again the memory that hurts so real.
You left us with our crying eyes
Tears are trickling down our lonely sighs...

My mom, be here once more
For we all missed you our hearts are sores
My father and me the two of my brothers
We all want to be with you do ease our tears.

4 years had gone so wild
To our sudden lives your not in our side
How we all wish to bring you back alive
And we'll all be living happy with smile and jive.

My mom, let me embrace you my gentle coat
For you maybe feeling, feeling cold
My mom, let me make you smile
For you may be so sad for how a while.

My mom, let me whisper you "I love you"
Do listen to my sorrow...
My cries are floating in the midway sky
Wishing you'll hear it do make me smile.

My mom, listen to me gently
You will always and forever remain in our memory,
My mom, do rest safely
For we'll be together again one day...

I have cried a million tears
When you left us full of fears
But though we know it was for better
Still we can't stop we did suffer.

My mom, even for a night
when all our eyes are shut behind close doors
Do visit us even in our dreams
So we can be together... be here once again...