Confused Heart

I woke up this morning feeling lonely
My heart seems empty, seem something's missing.
Theres like a hole of emptiness I can't describe
Damn! so confusing, why play with my heart???

I've been asking my self too many questions today
But the answers I can't find it just slip away
Hmmm... what does my heart really want?
I seem to found the answer but today it seems undone.

What do I have to do to solved this confused heart?
It seems calling his name but wanting others heart...
Did that dream sort to change something from my present?
Does my heart still holding on the pledge we've made?

I pledged to wait for him as he promised to be back
I hate broken vows, but it seems that I'm breaking it apart.

I want him near but the longing seems to disappear...
I need him here but the urge to seems letting go

Which is real what is true?
I don't want to go on but I want to continue...
My heart is so confused
Tell me what is real and what is true...

Dreaming of you

I dreamth of you last night
You waved goodbye and I cried
Your face and image was slowly fading away
But then I grabbed your hand hold you so tightly...

You hugged me so tight and we started our journey
From the first day we met and to the adventures we've made
You showed me how much you love me
And you reminded me the words that we both pledge...

You asked me why
You asked me what happened
You asked me what's wrong
You asked me if I'm over you...

I only answered you with a soft and gentle cry
You hold my hand, hugged me tight and whispered me softly
... Go on, just cry
I'm here now, on my shoulder you can cry...

I was just busy but never forgetting you
I was just away but never in my heart you went astray
For you know that I love you...

Your words sooths into my inner senses so deep so true

You asked me once more:

Are you over me?
Don't you love me anymore?
Remember those days
Remember those days
and remember our promises...

Please don't let go
Tell me that you still love me so
Tell me that I'm still the one that you love
Because in my heart, replacing you I can not.

I'm here now, I now have time
I want you back, I want you mine
Just be mine like the same old time.
Be mine...

I just replied with a simple smile and cry...

PS: My heart is confused.

Carry On My Dear

Carry on my dear, we'll be together pretty near
Distance indeed a hindrance yet somehow it's important.
For in distance I realized how much you mean to me
In distance I discover how much I want you near me.

Carry on my dear, strenghten up your patience a bit
For one day, one day when you wake up I'll be holding your face
Whisper words "I love you" with morning kisses and sweet embrace.

Carry on my dear for my heart beats for only you
You don't need to worry and no need to wonder
If my love fades or my love disappear
For my love for you is here, just here and getting stronger.

Carry on my dear, I am though far but near
You are far but near as well
For in my heart with me you dwell
So carry on my dear we'll be together very near.

I don't need to write a long letter
To tell you we'll be together
For I know that the special message I already delivered
We'll be together very near
So carry on my dear...