July 13, 2010

इ'ल नेवर गेट ENOUGH

I'LL NEVER GET ENOUGH OF YOU
(Air Supply)
Just what I feel at the moment ;)




All last night we lay in bed making love
I never felt so much before with anyone
I never had to say a word, it was all right there
The warmth inside us flamed and circled everywhere

And if I never have another love
Well, atleast I had last night
Now I know how the feeling grows
'Cause you made me come alive

I'll never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
Never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
I only wanna give you more

Now you're gone, I'm all alone just lying here
Waiting for the moment when I'll feel you near
I never asked if you'd come back, I was too damn proud
I just smiled and touched your hair as you walked out

And if I never have another love
well atleast I had last night
Now I know, how the feeling grows
'Cause you made me come alive

I'll never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
Never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
I only wanna give you more

And if I never have another love
well atleast I had last night
Now I know, how the feeling grows
'Cause you made me come alive

I'll never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
Never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you

I'll never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
Never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you

I'll never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you
Never get enough, never get enough
never get enough of you

July 7, 2010

Stucked

The day is pretty with the spark of sunshine
and the sprinkle of happy rain.
And as we are enjoying the terrain and of grass and leaves swinging
jiving and dancing together with the wind,
Blossoms the moment of an unexpected happy ending!

As the wind kisses my skin and sun's ray on my eyes...
there I see you staring at me smiling with delight.
Utter words I didn't long to hear
yet brought pleasure, is it sincere?
But who am I for those words to fathom...

Bring me to your arms and pull me closer to you
I will not say yes, but I'll never say no.
Kiss me slowly, kiss me gently
and let me hear the words you want me...
For my brain is now stucked and drowned unintentionally
yet don't pull me yet, just stay close right next to me...


Let the breeze of the cold gentle wind,
serenade the wonders of our crazy thoughts.
Let's lay ourselves down and let yield play our minds
and just let go... care less of what's beyond.

Let me dwell with the sweet flavor of your perfect kiss!
while we make love in the wilderness!
Let me taste the pure beauty of serenity
while our mind floats o'er the valley of eternity.

Let's reach the unreacheable horizon
of the lullaby's of our moan...
And while the jealous wind blowing wildly
let it go! Oh, solid groan!

Enter my valley and enjoy it's beauty
For steadfast is now not the word
Yet who cares, I am happy!
So play... play me gently...
... and play me more 'til I reach my ecstacy!

Damn baby...!!! Just play...


Uhmmm... why am I writing this one?
can anyone, anybody, someone out there tell me? :D :D
And help me give this piece a title!!!!

July 3, 2010

जुस्त अ Thought

JUST A THOUGHT

In this wondrous world full of wonders,
in this surprisingly world full of surprises
there are certain incident that happens
and happened to be called "co-incidence."

Co-incidence, exists, I believe...
Yet if you would dig in deeper
and define it's meaning beyond it's definition
it is not "just" a co-incidence!

I believe that every person you meet
plays a certain role in this what we called life
and everything that happened and would happen
has it's own purpose. (Like, we all have our own purspose)

Fate might bring people together
yet destiny works with it.
Both destiny and fate are working together
for incident to happen, for acquaintances to meet
and for hope and dreams to fulfill.
But, remember that "you" yourself makes your own destiny!!!
Don't let the destiny pulls you out
and puts you to places you don't want to be.

Succumb! do your own!
Make your own and don't let the so called destiny
take over and overpower you.
Destiny is what we make it.

(an inane rembling of my current state of mind)
Note: those thoughs might change. :D

June 30, 2010

बे मिने Tonight

"Be Mine Tonight"


There you are again, so seductive, so tame
As I slowly stare you watching
watching you move, fire and desire, burning.
I know it's still there, well kept, well hidden...
Just needs a snap of flame and it will burn again.

The moment is so perfect, we are both lonely and both so weak.
Helpless by the desire of emotions
Floating on the valley of our wild imaginations
Now here we are again...

As my skin touches yours and yours touches mine
How can the flame not burn?
when that rolling thunder runs through my vein again.
Now here we are again...

As I draw myself closer to you
The feeling of longing and of wanting you once again came alive
made me want to hold you tight
Kiss you gently, be mine tonight.

Cover me with the blanket of your arms
for tomorrow again I'll be gone.
Clasp your hand so tight to mine
For tomorrow someone else will be holding that hand.

Let's enjoy the moment while it's still ours
because it's borrowed and needs to be returned.
Let's think nothing, but just you and me tonight.
I'll be yours and you're mine, atleast tonight.

इ'वे फ्रेंड अ few

"I'VE FRIEND A FEW"

I've friend, a few, but they're all true.
With them I smile and share the reason behind my lie.
I told them my lies and the reason I cry.
I share them my secret and they sure do keep it.

I've friend a few but they're all true.
With them I laugh and do naughty things when they turn they're back. ;)
They tell me I'm crazy if I do stupid things,
yet they take care of me when I'm down and so lame

I've friend a few, but, they're all true.
With them I drink and get drunk and sing a song we like.
I dance and write a poem with them
Jive with the music and follow the rhythm.
We all share what we want to share and wake each other for jogging.
We sometimes cook each other breakfast, share our dinner and our lunch.

I've friend a few, but, they're all true.
I call them:
Boss, hon, best, bunso, love and their own name...
And all of them are my true friend.

I've friend a few but, they're all true,
Though they're all not here with me,
In my heart they always stay.
We all have our own lives, but we belong in each other's heart.

They are my friend, my friend a few..
And because I miss them I write this for them to know,
that even though I don't often say it
My heart knows how much they're missed...

April 20, 2010

April 19, 2010

निघत Sky

Night Sky

The night sky lights on me her shining grace,
As tears slowly trickle down my face...
She sees all my sorrows, trouble and shame,
As I lay myself down, wounded by pain...

The night sky engulfs me with her blanket of stars,
Doing her best to mend all my scars...
She breathes upon me her cold, comforting air,
As I stare into the darkness, lost in despair...

The night sky shares with me her amazing history,
As I bare to her all the story of my misery...
She listens carefully to each word I say,
As I share a story of loneliness, love and dismay...

The night sky shows me the black clouds she passes,
Hoping that by doing so, my sadness she might suppress...
She sees that slowly, a smile creeps from my lips,
Though the pain from my wounds continuously seeps...

The dawn is coming, the night sky had to go,
She said goodbye, she just had to do so...
She did her best, and I know what I had to do,
As a new day comes, I had to move on too...

Butterflies

BUTTERFLIES

Butterflies come in different colors,
From yellow to red, from white to blue,
They'll fly carelessly towards you,
The least time you expect them too.

Their wings flutter gracefully,
Amusing your weary days,
Their colors shining in the sun,
Takes your blues away.

And when you're dowm and lonely,
It rest atop your shoulder,
Its blue wings cooling your sad eyes;
Making you feel much better.

The moments you had together,
Will never ever be replaced,
Your love for it will never fade,
Treasured in the memories you made.

Butterflies guides along the way,
Away from nasty thorns and weeds,
They support us as we grow and bloom,
They listen to our silent heeds.

And when you take it forgranted,
Or don't even bother or care,
You don't realize how much you'll regret,
To lose a butterfly so rare.

Sometimes we may not realize,
That they are blessing in disguise.
They'll make you smile when life's a mess,
Or things goes really tense.

All I can say is one things for sure,
They're our life, our joy, our cure,
They're supportive, caring and wise,
They are our priceless butterflies.

April 15, 2010

माय सिम्पली Solidarity


A morbid state of fairly day had slowly gone away
A struggling thought of you I fought
Not to banished nor get lost
A simply way for me to say I miss you everyday
Ever since you came and made me feel this way...

And here I am fingers flickerin'
thought is movin' feeling's deepin'
Typin writin composin my feelin'
That I do, yes it's true I miss you more even so...

A simple symphony of my sweet honesty
Between my thought and solidarity
That you came into my mind who am I to blame
When my reasons or excuses to say are too lame.

Sitting here, thinking of you
I don't know why but yet I do
Or maybe I don't but somehow I know
That in my mind, floating is you...

So what else should I say?
Frantically frankly with simple bravery...
Well I guess, the morbid state symphony of my solidarity
Is to say I am missing you more and more each day...

April 14, 2010

लुच्क्य CHARM


Seeing you gives me a happy grin,
you'll light up the dark of my table losin'.
Losin' winnin it doesn't afresh!
As long as you're here wether they raise!

I reserved a space in my heart,
with posted sign "NO TRESPASSING,READ THAT!"
Because that space is for you to abide
When your gone and away from my sight
Yet to say good bye is the hardest part...

Anticipating that you'll be back again,
of this table spinnin' the losin' and winnin'.
A warm heart that excitingly anticipate
Of seeing my lucky charm back on his seat.

It might be now, could be later
Could also be tomorrow and maybe never.
But hey, don't yet go away or I'll really gone astray
'Coz I... really want you to stay
To stay with me and both play crazily!

Let's play as we often should
Enjoy the moment while we are on board!
May lose or win may it fun or sometines annoyin!
We have each other. let's play the game!

But yet that's not all that it is
Becasue I still have something I haven't shared
But oh, you want to know?
But it's a secret I can't tell you. :D

इ थिंक ऑफ़ YOU


When I'm lonely and feeling blue
And nobody else I could talk to,

I THINK OF YOU

When my sentence are full of forlorn sigh
And tears covers the whole sight of my eye,

I THINK OF YOU

When raindrops are too keen to shower on
And there's nothing strong I can hold on,

I THINK OF YOU

When pensive-ness are the definition of my words
and doleful are expressions of my thoughts,

I THINK OF YOU

When hasten is not programmed on my feet
But heavy whims and solidarity shift,

I think of you...

I think of you because I let you go...
I let you go because I thought it was not you.
It wasn't you because I was fascinated with someone else.
And that someone else left my heart while wounded, while it bleed.
It bled not because he left me.....

He left me because I told him to,
I told him to because I soon came to realize.
I realize that I truly love you...

I love you because there's a million reason...
And there's a million reason you can't be mine
You can't be mine anymore because you're with someone else
And that someone else loves you more than I did
I did loved you and still loving you but....

But you left me eternally when I was with someone else...

January 24, 2010

When things were falling apart
and my heart was wounded, was stabbed,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When everything went wrong
and I never have something to hold on,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I thought I can't go on
and there's no reason for me to live on,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I lose all my hope and faith
and even lose the so called meaning of fate,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I gave up all the love in my heart
and hatred filled it up,


= YOU WERE THERE =

When vengeance occupied my thought
and forgiveness was never yet measured,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I fin'lly decided to move on,
and again finds my will to be strong,

= YOU WERE THERE =

And so to you I now pledge,
that whenever you may need me, in every ways...
In whatsoever reason it may be,

= I WILL BE HERE AND I WILL STAY =

January 22, 2010

लव उन्रेतुर्नेद


LOVE UNRETURNED


HOW COULD YOU LET ME WAIT!
WITH HEART ON THIS MORBID STATE
BITS N PIECES,WRECKED, AND IN PAIN
MY LOVE WASTED, YOUR LOVE IN VAIN.

BODY ,MIND, AND SPIRIT FOR YOU MY GIFTS
NARCISM N GREED .. OH, YOURE HEART'S A THIEF.
PLEASE DARE NOT TO CONTINUOUSLY DECEIVE...
I GAVE WITHOUT NOTHING MORE TO LIVE...

I THOUGHT LOVING YOU WILL MAKE ME HAPPY
'TIL I DISCOVER YOU LOVE SOMEBODY.
HOW COULD YOU STAB MY HEART SO PURE
IT BLED SEVERELY,, DRAINED, HURT UNCURED.

YEARS OF TRUST, LOYALTY AND FAITHFUL TIMES.
HIGH HOPES AND DREAMS ASCERTAINED YOU WERE MINE..
LET TODAY UNLEASH NEW HORIZONS TO FIND
A LOVE IN TOMORROW I WISH SUBLIME


SURVIVING, AND STRIVING TO FORGET
PAINTED IN SMILES WITH NO REGRET..
ENDLESS LOVE IN RETURN ON ITS WAY..
OH NO NOT FROM YOU I ALWAYS PRAY.


By: Mohammed Garcia Canlas

December 29, 2009

आईटी Cries

I have loved you from afar
I have loved you from a distance
I have loved you silently
I have loved you distinctly,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

I have loved you honestly
I have loved you mercily
I have loved you greatfully
I have loved you heartily,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

I have loved you, only you
I have kept you awhile ago
I joyfully adored you
I have sealed my heart for only you,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

I have opened my heart 'bout my feelings
I have told most 'bout my feelings
Some of my friends keeps me from fighting
And my love for you keeps me going,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

We've became a good, good friends
Messaging each other every now and then
Saying good night, greeting good morning
Why am I unsatisfied?

... And my heart is wounded and it cries

And I decided to tell you
That more than friends is what I want us to.
You looked at me and smiled
You held and kissed my hand,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

Tears fell down from my eyes
But not from happiness but of lonely cries
Because I told you I love you
And you answered;
I love you too,
but only friendship is what I can give you
Because my heart and love belongs to someone else
And that someone else isn't you...
But even though my friend, I love you.

And my heart is wounded and it cries...

December 28, 2009

Love Can't Be Enough

You've given your everything
everything that you have

But love can't be enough...

You've shed a million tears
and share a thousand fears

But love can't be enough...

You've dream a whole new world together
Smile and share the laughter,

But love can't be enough...

You held each others hands
and thought it's 'til the end of time

But love can't be enough...

You've tried to make it work
sacrifices are even worst
choices you have made
taking and took the risks,

But love can't be enough...

You've open your heart so widely
accepted everything so easily
crashed your scolding agony
to be with whom you thought "somebody"

But love can't be enough...

You've fought and won the fight
of gossips, struggles, betrayals and even lies
of fooling and wondrous alibi's

But love can't be enough...

You thought it's different
and swore not to play the same old game
but though it felt so shameless real,
it felt everything is clear,
it felt everything is true,
it felt everything is right,
but even everything has it's end
and that's when the pain begins.

Love can't be enough,
'coz everything has it's so called....
"END"

December 19, 2009

'Til the end of time <3 <3

Till the end of time

You looked at me like I'm your angel,
You smiled at me like I'm your happiness,
You talked to me in a soft baritone voice,
You touched me---oh, so gentle, oh!so warm...
You kissed me and dot.dot.dot---
were all my nerves are gone?

I've never been like this before---
I was never a statue or was never a robot,
but why with you I feel like I'm both?
Could it be because my love you have caught?

Question, questions, questions! dot. dot. dot.
You looked, you smiled, you talked, you touched, you kissed...
I looked, I smiled, I talked, I touched, I kissed---
---we made love--- was it love???
Yes, I guess yes! the answer is "YES"!!!

Enough of questions, enough of fear
We'll be together must be soon or never!
I want you here---
I want you near---
I want you mine and mine alone
I will love you from today
'till the break of all dawn---

I'll be yours--- pledge of my heart...
Please don't break it, don't tore it apart.
I love you---and I want you mine.
We'll be together 'til the end of time...

April 25, 2009

Just Love



Strange as it may seem
But I think I’m in love, in love again.
I’m not really sure if this is right
But at the moment there’s never wrong to right.

His hand clasped mine, what a feeling!
His lips brushed mine, am burning in flame
Seduce me, free me and feel me
Just don’t tell me if I’m only living with my fantasy.

The wildest of my imagination came true
It all came true when I made love to you.
It was so good.
It was burning with desire.
It was a random longing for you to stay inside.
It felt so good.
There’s nothing I can actually ask but more.
Damn!!! More…

I still don’t know what’s in to you
But hell to that now I have you.
I don’t care what the other people would say
Damn! I’ll leave everything for you,
And I’ll stay ‘til our hair turns gray.



April 22, 2009

WHY??? :)



I wish I can comfort you tonight
Hold your hand, hug you tight
Listen to everything you wanted to say
Wipe and kiss your tears away.

Wondering why I haven't notice you before
Now I have this feeling so obscure
I should've just waste a simple glance
If only not, we may be together at once.

Destiny? well, hell! is this your frame?
Are you trying to manipulate or play a game
Tell you straight losing is not my game
But winning and conquer all in the end.

If it was destiny who decides us to met
Well it's my choice and step to do the rest
What may happen or would happen isn't destiny's fate
But my longings and could be our decissions meet.

Hell gossips
Hell the past
Trash them, dump them like a mashed squash
What's important is the present I now have
And the feeling that I now have inside.

It may be real or may be not
It may be attraction or could be love
But damn I long to hold his hand
Kiss his mouth when he talks a simple line.

Why his eyes looks so vivid
And his words full of courage
An unusual feeling I need to comprehend
Damn this! I'll seize the moment or apprehend!!!

April 21, 2009

Death is a Gift



My voice is trembling, my eyes are in tear.
Alone in my dim room, never felt any fear.
I've questioned God, I'm full of anger.
Why did he take you so early my dear...

Why did He gave you to me?
When after a day you'll be just a memory.
God, why is it you took him away?
Why didn't you just let him stay by me?

Why does my test full of sorrows and pains
Why are my angers burst out again
What is the message you wanted to tell
Why won't you take me instead to finish thy thrill.

Then I fell asleep still my eyes are in tear
I dreamth of an angel singing lullabies to my ear
Someone had spoken touching my heart with care
Then all of my anger vanished that made me more stronger.

Now I understand why He gave me it all
Because He loves me so and He wants me to call
To call thy His name ' coz I've forgot him before
I am his child and that he loves me so sure!

I come to realize that death is a gift
For thru death you'll be happy, eternal indeed.
No worries, no pains, no sorrows you would felt
'Coz in his kingdom you will dwell, eternally happy forever.

Darkness's beauty




The darkness of the night
Can never hide the beauty of the evenin' sky...

It will never be a hindrance
For me to have a happy sigh...

As the deep blue ocean
Would never be denied of life...

Your smile will continue
Tobe my majestic tower of light...

As the sun continue to shine
And bring bright colors and hue...

Your smile will continue astound me,
It will stick on me like a glue...