WHY??? :)

I wish I can comfort you tonight
Hold your hand, hug you tight
Listen to everything you wanted to say
Wipe and kiss your tears away.

Wondering why I haven't notice you before
Now I have this feeling so obscure
I should've just waste a simple glance
If only not, we may be together at once.

Destiny? well, hell! is this your frame?
Are you trying to manipulate or play a game
Tell you straight losing is not my game
But winning and conquer all in the end.

If it was destiny who decides us to met
Well it's my choice and step to do the rest
What may happen or would happen isn't destiny's fate
But my longings and could be our decissions meet.

Hell gossips
Hell the past
Trash them, dump them like a mashed squash
What's important is the present I now have
And the feeling that I now have inside.

It may be real or may be not
It may be attraction or could be love
But damn I long to hold his hand
Kiss his mouth when he talks a simple line.

Why his eyes looks so vivid
And his words full of courage
An unusual feeling I need to comprehend
Damn this! I'll seize the moment or apprehend!!!