When things were falling apart
and my heart was wounded, was stabbed,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When everything went wrong
and I never have something to hold on,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I thought I can't go on
and there's no reason for me to live on,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I lose all my hope and faith
and even lose the so called meaning of fate,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I gave up all the love in my heart
and hatred filled it up,


= YOU WERE THERE =

When vengeance occupied my thought
and forgiveness was never yet measured,

= YOU WERE THERE =

When I fin'lly decided to move on,
and again finds my will to be strong,

= YOU WERE THERE =

And so to you I now pledge,
that whenever you may need me, in every ways...
In whatsoever reason it may be,

= I WILL BE HERE AND I WILL STAY =

लव उन्रेतुर्नेद

LOVE UNRETURNED


HOW COULD YOU LET ME WAIT!
WITH HEART ON THIS MORBID STATE
BITS N PIECES,WRECKED, AND IN PAIN
MY LOVE WASTED, YOUR LOVE IN VAIN.

BODY ,MIND, AND SPIRIT FOR YOU MY GIFTS
NARCISM N GREED .. OH, YOURE HEART'S A THIEF.
PLEASE DARE NOT TO CONTINUOUSLY DECEIVE...
I GAVE WITHOUT NOTHING MORE TO LIVE...

I THOUGHT LOVING YOU WILL MAKE ME HAPPY
'TIL I DISCOVER YOU LOVE SOMEBODY.
HOW COULD YOU STAB MY HEART SO PURE
IT BLED SEVERELY,, DRAINED, HURT UNCURED.

YEARS OF TRUST, LOYALTY AND FAITHFUL TIMES.
HIGH HOPES AND DREAMS ASCERTAINED YOU WERE MINE..
LET TODAY UNLEASH NEW HORIZONS TO FIND
A LOVE IN TOMORROW I WISH SUBLIME


SURVIVING, AND STRIVING TO FORGET
PAINTED IN SMILES WITH NO REGRET..
ENDLESS LOVE IN RETURN ON ITS WAY..
OH NO NOT FROM YOU I ALWAYS PRAY.


By: Mohammed Garcia Canlas

आईटी Cries

I have loved you from afar
I have loved you from a distance
I have loved you silently
I have loved you distinctly,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

I have loved you honestly
I have loved you mercily
I have loved you greatfully
I have loved you heartily,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

I have loved you, only you
I have kept you awhile ago
I joyfully adored you
I have sealed my heart for only you,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

I have opened my heart 'bout my feelings
I have told most 'bout my feelings
Some of my friends keeps me from fighting
And my love for you keeps me going,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

We've became a good, good friends
Messaging each other every now and then
Saying good night, greeting good morning
Why am I unsatisfied?

... And my heart is wounded and it cries

And I decided to tell you
That more than friends is what I want us to.
You looked at me and smiled
You held and kissed my hand,

But my heart is wounded and it cries...

Tears fell down from my eyes
But not from happiness but of lonely cries
Because I told you I love you
And you answered;
I love you too,
but only friendship is what I can give you
Because my heart and love belongs to someone else
And that someone else isn't you...
But even though my friend, I love you.

And my heart is wounded and it cries...

Love Can't Be Enough

You've given your everything
everything that you have

But love can't be enough...

You've shed a million tears
and share a thousand fears

But love can't be enough...

You've dream a whole new world together
Smile and share the laughter,

But love can't be enough...

You held each others hands
and thought it's 'til the end of time

But love can't be enough...

You've tried to make it work
sacrifices are even worst
choices you have made
taking and took the risks,

But love can't be enough...

You've open your heart so widely
accepted everything so easily
crashed your scolding agony
to be with whom you thought "somebody"

But love can't be enough...

You've fought and won the fight
of gossips, struggles, betrayals and even lies
of fooling and wondrous alibi's

But love can't be enough...

You thought it's different
and swore not to play the same old game
but though it felt so shameless real,
it felt everything is clear,
it felt everything is true,
it felt everything is right,
but even everything has it's end
and that's when the pain begins.

Love can't be enough,
'coz everything has it's so called....
"END"

'Til the end of time <3 <3

Till the end of time

You looked at me like I'm your angel,
You smiled at me like I'm your happiness,
You talked to me in a soft baritone voice,
You touched me---oh, so gentle, oh!so warm...
You kissed me and dot.dot.dot---
were all my nerves are gone?

I've never been like this before---
I was never a statue or was never a robot,
but why with you I feel like I'm both?
Could it be because my love you have caught?

Question, questions, questions! dot. dot. dot.
You looked, you smiled, you talked, you touched, you kissed...
I looked, I smiled, I talked, I touched, I kissed---
---we made love--- was it love???
Yes, I guess yes! the answer is "YES"!!!

Enough of questions, enough of fear
We'll be together must be soon or never!
I want you here---
I want you near---
I want you mine and mine alone
I will love you from today
'till the break of all dawn---

I'll be yours--- pledge of my heart...
Please don't break it, don't tore it apart.
I love you---and I want you mine.
We'll be together 'til the end of time...

Just Love

Strange as it may seem
But I think I’m in love, in love again.
I’m not really sure if this is right
But at the moment there’s never wrong to right.

His hand clasped mine, what a feeling!
His lips brushed mine, am burning in flame
Seduce me, free me and feel me
Just don’t tell me if I’m only living with my fantasy.

The wildest of my imagination came true
It all came true when I made love to you.
It was so good.
It was burning with desire.
It was a random longing for you to stay inside.
It felt so good.
There’s nothing I can actually ask but more.
Damn!!! More…

I still don’t know what’s in to you
But hell to that now I have you.
I don’t care what the other people would say
Damn! I’ll leave everything for you,
And I’ll stay ‘til our hair turns gray.

WHY??? :)

I wish I can comfort you tonight
Hold your hand, hug you tight
Listen to everything you wanted to say
Wipe and kiss your tears away.

Wondering why I haven't notice you before
Now I have this feeling so obscure
I should've just waste a simple glance
If only not, we may be together at once.

Destiny? well, hell! is this your frame?
Are you trying to manipulate or play a game
Tell you straight losing is not my game
But winning and conquer all in the end.

If it was destiny who decides us to met
Well it's my choice and step to do the rest
What may happen or would happen isn't destiny's fate
But my longings and could be our decissions meet.

Hell gossips
Hell the past
Trash them, dump them like a mashed squash
What's important is the present I now have
And the feeling that I now have inside.

It may be real or may be not
It may be attraction or could be love
But damn I long to hold his hand
Kiss his mouth when he talks a simple line.

Why his eyes looks so vivid
And his words full of courage
An unusual feeling I need to comprehend
Damn this! I'll seize the moment or apprehend!!!

Death is a Gift

My voice is trembling, my eyes are in tear.
Alone in my dim room, never felt any fear.
I've questioned God, I'm full of anger.
Why did he take you so early my dear...

Why did He gave you to me?
When after a day you'll be just a memory.
God, why is it you took him away?
Why didn't you just let him stay by me?

Why does my test full of sorrows and pains
Why are my angers burst out again
What is the message you wanted to tell
Why won't you take me instead to finish thy thrill.

Then I fell asleep still my eyes are in tear
I dreamth of an angel singing lullabies to my ear
Someone had spoken touching my heart with care
Then all of my anger vanished that made me more stronger.

Now I understand why He gave me it all
Because He loves me so and He wants me to call
To call thy His name ' coz I've forgot him before
I am his child and that he loves me so sure!

I come to realize that death is a gift
For thru death you'll be happy, eternal indeed.
No worries, no pains, no sorrows you would felt
'Coz in his kingdom you will dwell, eternally happy forever.

Darkness's beauty

The darkness of the night
Can never hide the beauty of the evenin' sky...

It will never be a hindrance
For me to have a happy sigh...

As the deep blue ocean
Would never be denied of life...

Your smile will continue
Tobe my majestic tower of light...

As the sun continue to shine
And bring bright colors and hue...

Your smile will continue astound me,
It will stick on me like a glue...

SOME

Some people in time quit when they fall
But some people stay up, continue it all
Some people don't know what they've lost forever
But some people would retrieve now or never

Those low grades could boost up in time
Some people won't care what they'll have in line
But some people still strive yo make it great and straight
Just hope and pray that it won't be too late

Some people wear a heart of gold
They help those who need young and old
But some people won't care what's there for others
They can never be open to show up their colors

Some people are born great leaders at their years
They conquer the world and each others fears
But some people are their to change the earth
For the better in life you know what it's worth

We live in different places, in different ways
In different community and human race
Some have friends and great buds
But all is equal in the eyes of God.

ESSENCE OF LOVE

In love with someone isn't sure the right
In love with someone doesn't know how to fight
Eager to be with him tonight
But longings are too far can't take the flight.

My journey is about to start
Maybe now, maybe tonight
But the fear that I now have
It's frightening! what's the essence of love?

Tell me the essence of love
Tell me it's definition
'Cause mine may not right
Tell me it's contrast
So I know when to give-up or when to fight.

Now I can't emphasize
If the love still remains or it fades
'Cause if love knows no boundary
Why I feel I'm bound to forget him this way?

I wasn't happy of what I found out
But it's nobody's fault
But I feel so scared and I am really afraid
Well, forget it, disregard the thought and move ahead.

I am still alive and still living
I am still alive and still hoping
I am still alive and still dreaming
I am still alive and still loving

I'm still loving though I don't know if it's the same. :-(

We'll be together in my dream

It all started with a joke
A joke that went real after a period of time
I admired you by who you are
I adored you sincerely true.

It was all ok at the start
But I didn't realize you came to break my heart.
I did everything you asked,
I did everything you want me to
But it seems not enough.

What went wrong?
when I thought you've fallen for me too?
What went wrong?
When I thought everything is true

I'm in a hasten feet if you need me
I am always in a hurry when you call me
I am always honest when you asked me
I am always true of what I feel for you.

I said I love you
But you replied you don't
I said I need you
But you said you won't...

What went wrong?
What do I need to do for you to love me too?
I feel stupid sometimes but I don't mind
I feel like a fool sometimes but I don't care.

I don't care because I know this feeling is real
I love you even if you turned me down
I still love you
Until this very period of time.

I'm still hoping that someday, one day I'll hear
I'll hear your voice calling my name
I'll hear your word whispering me softly
"I love you, I'll aways be."

This dream may come true or not
And even if your here to break my heart
I don't care wether you dumped me dear
As long as I am true of what I truly feel.

Seeing you is enough to make me smile
Seeing you is enough to make me go on dreaming
Seeing you smiling is hope fulfilling
That one day we'll be together in my dream.

Truth or Dare

Let's play a game, it's called truth or dare
One will spin the bottle
To whom it points is his/her call
It requires no number as long as will participate.

MUSIC PLAYS:
You said your inlove
Your love can't be damage
Co'z your love is strong and not weak
Big storm don't ever anticipate.

GAME CONTINUES:
I said "truth" but the rest said "DARE!"
Damn! it's sounds fun but in a way unfair.
The bottle spins then it stops
It pointed to you, you was shocked.

MUSIC CONTINUES:
You was so confident that your inlove
You said, you want to see her face
everyday and every night
But why your face turns red you didn't realize....???

GAME CONTINUED:
And the dare is to kiss! on the lips!!!
Wether the girl will reply or not
10 seconds do your best!
Forget the kiss when your lips parted.

You came closer and whispered...
Would it be ok?
The answer is yes, so go on and do the kiss
Your lips was so cold and you trembled.

LYRIC CONTINUED:
You was so sure that your in love
But why is it your fallin' apart?
Are you that shallow lover
Skin deep and not that really deep...

GAME CONTINUED:
10 seconds had gone so fast
Your catching your breath, so why is that?
Never even responded to your kiss
So why the heck you trembled like a kid?

You said sorry
The answer was;
"It's ok, where having a game
And we're here to play'.
Don't think about it much,
Go back to your place and relax.

MUSIC CONTINUED:
Why I saw that glimpse on your eyes?
Stealing glances while at once
Don't you tell me that you like me
Or don't even dare to say you looooove me...

GAME CONTINUED:
The bottle spins again
And it's your turn to command and revenge :-)
For your dare was to kiss and you did
Now the bottle stops to whom it pointed?
Well, to me, and the dare was to kiss you back.

After all, I wasn't shocked
Because the game is used to be like that
I came near you and you whispered....

"I'll try all my best not to fall in love with you
Please, don't fall in love with me too."

I answered: "No, I wouldn't because I'm already
In love with someone else."

I said those words with a smile on my face.
You said ok, but your smile looks weary.

MUSIC CONTINUED:
You was so sure that your inlove
But now your asking me too much
Why the heck a stupid shot
Trying to hold my hand in the dark.

Are you sure that your in love?
But why is it your falling apart?
Don't dare tell me that you love me
Cause I would just smile and say:
"FORGET ME BABY."

GAME CONTINUED:
I did a smacked for a second
You hold my hand with your cold, cold hand.
They shouted for a real kiss
And so I did their request.

You responded like; I want more!
But 10 seconds is done, no more!
Lucky you are for this game
But take note, this is only a game.

What happened tonight stays tonight
Tomorrow, nothing happened
And we are all friends and still friends
The kiss is just a kiss and will remain only until tonight.

THE MUSIC CONTINUED:
So don't you tell me that you love me
Don't you dare say you like me
Oh, so sad you would be baby
Cause I'll just say;
Forgeeeet...
Forgeeeeeeeet...
Forget about me.

Forget about "ME"

Hmm
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus]

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh

[Chorus]

Forget about me
I really loved you...

Can we do it once again?

Submerging of this dreadful ecstasy
Drowning by the song of melancholy
Floating over horizon of emptiness
Saturated by the longing of wanting you more and more.

I want to see your face,
To see your smile and feel your kiss
But I'm swamped over this feeling
And can't even move where I'm laying.

Trying to control my feeling
Coz my heart is now aching/confusing
Not knowing the rationale of this feeling
Damn!!! I don't love you but why the longing???

I wanted to taste that lips again
Those sweet sensation obscured my being
I don't want you to see it, don't want you to feel it
But damn! deep in my heart I'm concealing.

A kiss that blew me far, far away
Over the horizon and over reality
A kiss that makes me long for more
I almost forgot that I'm not free anymore.

Can we atleast do it again?
Just feel free, care free to submerge of the feeling
But no strings attached and tomorrow forget everything?

But in reality we can never forget everything,
It's just buried and somehow,somewhere hiding
But if we have time...
Can we do it once again???

Give me a Break

Life just sometimes so unjust
Your working hard early morning 'til late at night.
Can't they feel that I also need rest?
To rest my mind of these stressful deeds.

Do notice that I'm doing all you've asked
Even if my body, sometimes seem to give up.
I do and did everything in a way you like
But you never notice that somehow only a "BREAK" is all I need.

Working time is over
But thinking 'bout tomorrow
And what would be your order
Life just sometimes so unfair.

I want to sleep sound and fine
But your voice keeps echoing inside my mind
Can't you hear my heart complaining?
I need a break!!! but my voice isn't that quick!

I do love what I'm doing
But sometimes, too much is what your asking
Hear my cry... to voice it out I'm too shy

Though appreciations I accepted
But break is what I needed.
Just a some few and real rest
To close my eyes and feel no worries.

No voice commanding me
Waking up early let me atleast be free
All I need is a little break
'Coz my body and mind really needs rest...

Give me a break!!!

PLEDGE

I promise to stay by your side
Whatever may happen even obstacles may arrive.
I promise to be with you
When you feel unhappy and feeling blue.

I promise to stand by your side
When there's something you have and needs to fight.
I promise to help you through
Of all the things that you wanted to do.

I promise not to break your heart
Not to make you cry not to break your stride
If your up to something
And needs to be done right.

I promise to trust you with all my heart
No questions to ask and no reasons to trash
For you, yes, you my love is all that I want
Only you can fill this missing piece of my heart.

I promise to love you and you alone
'Til my heart can no longer feel how to love
I promise to give myself to you
From today and until you want it to.

My pledge of my love cannot be broken
For my heart recognizes only your name
Your touch still lingers on my feeling
And my longings are all tied up in your heart.

My pledge is to love you
In all the way that you want me to
My pledge is to love you so
With a promise of not to let you go.

My pledge is to be with you
To share all the day, all the night
All the dawn and all tomorrows
'Coz this love that I have for you cannot be measured
And all I can do is to pledge
To promise
For forever
Only you and me together...

Immortality

Restless thougts by the memory of my past
Thinking the days so sudden that's gone so wild
I wonder if you never leave me, would it be us until now?
I wonder if you're here would it be us together?

I hope you're ok wherever you maybe
I hope you're happy whatever you may do
If there's a real second life, I still want to meet you
If there's a real second life, I would still like to be with you.

Things happened unexpected,
You was just beside me and the following day your.......
That was a very an abrupt departure of yours
And the only thing that's left are the memories...

Memories never dies, though people do...
Some people may forget you but never my heart
I'm still singing your song and still playing our love song
I'm still singing it until today, it's your immortality...

So that was who you are and was all you are
You chose to live the life you want to
And chose it the way you meant to 'til it lasts
And now if your one of those angels above
kept me away from harm :-)

You did stand for your dreams and meet all your goals
Stand for what you believed in and fight for it
You don't like good bye's for you don't believe for a thing to last
You just want to be remembered by who you are...

Well, the story of your life ends that way
But your memory with me will stay
Your breath was taken away that early
But in my heart you'll always stay.

Though some doesn't even seem to care when you left
But I know most wants you back
Though some seems to smile of your absence
But most seems to feel the missing piece.

Life has always an end and it happens that yours was ahead
Life, yes, has seem to have an unsolved mystery
But as you wish to, you'll be remembered by your immortality.
You'll always stay. Your memory will stay.

It will stay... your immortality...
Take care Eric, wherever you may be.

12 midnight

12 midnight but I can't close my eyes
My thoughts been flying away from my side
My mind keeps thinking about you and me
I don't want our story to end like a misery.

12 midnight I keep on thinking of you
Wondering if you're ok or thinking of me too
I am so restless don't wanna close my eyes
For you said I upsets you I didn't realize.

12 midnight and the time keeps on running
I wonder if your sleeping or wide awake and crying
I hope not 'coz it would break my heart
I hope that your ok, safe and sound and happy.

12 midnight the realm of sadness creeps
Contemplating the love, the love that we shared
I want this love to grow more, I want this love to ponder
I want us to be together ignore peculiarity that occur.

12 midnight I'm exhibiting my love for you to letter
The wisdom of love is here by means written
I'm drowning with my love resides in your heart
I'm feeling you my love, reflecting you tonight.

12 midnight I don't want this eyes shut
For this fire of wanting you keeps on burning inside
I wonder if your sleeping or twinging of pain
For the one that you love is erratically insane.

12 midnight, I indite this for you
Informing that I'm still here and still loving you so.
I hope your ok my dear, my baby be happy
For I'm enduring all the sadness and pain while away.

12 midnight, I won't shut my eyes
I'll let this night pass with eyes open and wide
For after 12 midnight a new day will arrive
Wag good bye to the dark night
And conquer the solitary light with smile so bright.

12 midnight...
Let the night pass.
12 midnight, my love for you feels right.
12 midnight, I still want you so bad.
12 midnight, forget the night!
Amidst the beauty of our love...

My Final Cry

Tonight is a different kind of night
For I swear not to cry again.
Tonight is a different kind of night
For now I would stop my tear from crying.
Tonight is a different kind of night
for I'll bury my love for you.
Tonight is a different kind of night
A momentum of letting go.

Tonight is my final cry...

Tomorrow, every thing's far different
Tomorrow, everything wouldn't be the same
Tomorrow, I'll say I don't love you
Tomorrow, it's been so nice to have known you.

Tomorrow, my love for you will die
Tomorrow, Loving you I'll deny
Tomorrow, our connection will be gone
Tomorrow, is the end of 'til the end of time.

Tomorrow, is just a memory of beyond forever
Tomorrow, is just a history of the one I love
Tomorrow, is letting go of carry on my dear
For tomorrow the room of solitude will subside.

Tonight when I close my eyes
I'll bring your memory with my sleep.

Tonight when I close my eyes
I'll dream of tattooed to be erased.

Tonight when I close my eyes
"I WANT" is to let go

Tonight when I close my eyes
I'll bring you in my sleep.

For tomorrow when I wake up
is a new smile on my face...

Tonight when I close my eyes I'll bring you inside
For I'll cry my final tear on your shoulder tonight.

When I close my eyes tonight it's our last
When I close my eyes tonight, it's our end
When I close my eyes tonight, dear we're over.
I'll soon close my eyes do take care...

My final good bye it starts here.