When the time has come
You've got to be strong.
You got to live on.
See that distant light?
It's shining so bright.
It will show you the way.
'Coz the world is for you my dear.
You can make it I know you will.
After saying goodbye,
Please don't ask me why.
When the love is gone,
True hearts are broken.
How can I help it?
My love's still alive.
As the day goes by
And the night closing in,
I can get no sleep,
I walk alone in the street.
I'm back on my feet,
It's breaking my heart I feel the heartache.
March 24, 2009
What went wrong
I'm here in my room alone
Thinking of you and what went wrong.
I have given everything you ever wanted,
I've gave you the attentions you needed.
What went wrong?
When all I did was love you...
What went wrong?
When I followed the every word you have told.
Did you come just to hurt me?
From the beginning, I have felt how much you have loved me..
Then all of a sudden you've changed
And told me to forget you then.
What went wrong?
When I keep on understanding your lies
Just to make all things work
But still not enough you complies.
Many questions unanswered
And many answers untold.
I don't know what I did to you,
For you to tell me to forget you.
Thinking of you and what went wrong.
I have given everything you ever wanted,
I've gave you the attentions you needed.
What went wrong?
When all I did was love you...
What went wrong?
When I followed the every word you have told.
Did you come just to hurt me?
From the beginning, I have felt how much you have loved me..
Then all of a sudden you've changed
And told me to forget you then.
What went wrong?
When I keep on understanding your lies
Just to make all things work
But still not enough you complies.
Many questions unanswered
And many answers untold.
I don't know what I did to you,
For you to tell me to forget you.
Reminiscing
Reminiscing the day of good bye
The good bye that for a month or more a one will cry
That cry that made a life miserable
Miserableness that made a heart fell apart.
Fell is a part of loving
Loving that needs comfort and trust
Trust that should be given to a right person
Person who would love and be with you by all means.
Means love needs to be molded
Mold it to grow strong.
So when the wild wind blow, you're foundation is strong.
Strong foundation must be built from both of you.
You have to do everything and must fight for your love.
Love is a gift to feel and not a burden to carry
To carry is a challenge to overcome it's test.
A test that made a one happier after surviving it.
Surviving the challenge that will dare you to love again.
Again, give yourself a chance to mingle
Mingling to people whose in test, survived, who lose and who win.
Winning is an award after a very difficult struggle
Struggle to survive and aim to win it all.
All experiences that you will encounter and feel
May good or bad, take it to your heart.
Heart that beats and tell you to love
A love who will teach you to be happy and sad.
Sadness must be fought, happiness should occur.
Occurred to be happy and accept the consequences.
Consequences corresponds to every challenge you meet
To met is a quiz.
So answer wisely that no good bye's to reminisce...
It couldn't be done
If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If youd like to win, but you think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't;
If you think you'll lose, you've lost;
For out in the world you'll find
Success begins with a fellow's will -
It's all in the state of mind.
Full many a race is lost
Ere even a race is run,
A many a coward fails
Ere even his work's begun.
Think a big, and your deeds will grow,
Think small and you fall behind,
Think that you can, and you will;
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you are outclassed, you are;
You've got to think high to rise;
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win a prize.
Life's battle doesn't always go
To the stronger or fasten man;
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the fellow who thinks he can.
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If youd like to win, but you think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't;
If you think you'll lose, you've lost;
For out in the world you'll find
Success begins with a fellow's will -
It's all in the state of mind.
Full many a race is lost
Ere even a race is run,
A many a coward fails
Ere even his work's begun.
Think a big, and your deeds will grow,
Think small and you fall behind,
Think that you can, and you will;
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you are outclassed, you are;
You've got to think high to rise;
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win a prize.
Life's battle doesn't always go
To the stronger or fasten man;
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the fellow who thinks he can.
Death is a Gift
My voice is trembling, my eyes are in tear.
Alone in my dim room, never felt any fear.
I've questioned God, I'm full of anger.
Why did he take you so early my dear...
Why did He gave you to me?
When after a day you'll be just a memory.
God, why is it you took him away?
Why didn't you just let him stay by me?
Why does my test full of sorrows and pains
Why are my angers burst out again
What is the message you wanted to tell
Why won't you take me instead to finish thy thrill.
Then I fell asleep still my eyes are in tear
I dreamth of an angel singing lullabies to my ear
Someone had spoken touching my heart with care
Then all of my anger vanished that made me more stronger.
Now I understand why He gave me it all
Because He loves me so and He wants me to call
To call thy His name ' coz I've forgot him before
I am his child and that he loves me so sure!
I come to realize that death is a gift
For thru death you'll be happy, eternal indeed.
No worries, no pains, no sorrows you would felt
'Coz in his kingdom you will dwell, eternally happy forever.
Alone in my dim room, never felt any fear.
I've questioned God, I'm full of anger.
Why did he take you so early my dear...
Why did He gave you to me?
When after a day you'll be just a memory.
God, why is it you took him away?
Why didn't you just let him stay by me?
Why does my test full of sorrows and pains
Why are my angers burst out again
What is the message you wanted to tell
Why won't you take me instead to finish thy thrill.
Then I fell asleep still my eyes are in tear
I dreamth of an angel singing lullabies to my ear
Someone had spoken touching my heart with care
Then all of my anger vanished that made me more stronger.
Now I understand why He gave me it all
Because He loves me so and He wants me to call
To call thy His name ' coz I've forgot him before
I am his child and that he loves me so sure!
I come to realize that death is a gift
For thru death you'll be happy, eternal indeed.
No worries, no pains, no sorrows you would felt
'Coz in his kingdom you will dwell, eternally happy forever.
Glory and Honor
Birds are chirping,singing on their nest
Breeze so cold, feel its tenderness
Wind is blowing merging with the breeze
The sun is shining, wander its prettiness
Flowers are blooming, blossoms so sweet
Fruit trees are hanging, better to eat
A kid is marching towards the street
Here comes the dog follows his master carrying a stick.
See the river it flows so well
Look up to the sky a beauty you will sigh
Here is the sun's ray, I really did feel
A vitamin to your skin it's naturally real.
Now hear the echo of the jungle's king
It's roar is high to the air it swing
And chase the bee catch that thing
Enjoy the life what it may bring.
And here I am sitting in the garden
To be here I feel like I am in heaven.
How mighty the creator of all
He is the one to be given the glory and honor.
Breeze so cold, feel its tenderness
Wind is blowing merging with the breeze
The sun is shining, wander its prettiness
Flowers are blooming, blossoms so sweet
Fruit trees are hanging, better to eat
A kid is marching towards the street
Here comes the dog follows his master carrying a stick.
See the river it flows so well
Look up to the sky a beauty you will sigh
Here is the sun's ray, I really did feel
A vitamin to your skin it's naturally real.
Now hear the echo of the jungle's king
It's roar is high to the air it swing
And chase the bee catch that thing
Enjoy the life what it may bring.
And here I am sitting in the garden
To be here I feel like I am in heaven.
How mighty the creator of all
He is the one to be given the glory and honor.
Seeking peace
So when would we realize the importance of peace?
- when it's too late?
Why people just can't work out peace
Bombings here, killings there, dead bodies laid down & bloods flown
In a one creator we are one, from his breathe he had blown
He that made us - What have we done?
The importance of life and living
Where is it now for us to cling
When killing are a habit to some of our bretheren
Why can't people just FORGIVE and not to take REVENGE
When the cycle of life - Is it really the range?
So sad to say that people killing people for power
People betraying people to give more cover
People begets people - such a user!
Why do people just can't love one to the other.
Why people do cheat just to get what she/he wanted
Why people do laugh when somebody is dead
Why people are in sarcassing tone to the one's who failed
Why people ignore the SCREAM of "PEACE"
Well, maybe simply because we are just people---
---and this is a sudden truth
"NO BODY IS PERFECT"
But we can be a better person and live a good life,
we can lessen the war and contributes peace
when your main reason
Is I'm a God fearing person.
- when it's too late?
Why people just can't work out peace
Bombings here, killings there, dead bodies laid down & bloods flown
In a one creator we are one, from his breathe he had blown
He that made us - What have we done?
The importance of life and living
Where is it now for us to cling
When killing are a habit to some of our bretheren
Why can't people just FORGIVE and not to take REVENGE
When the cycle of life - Is it really the range?
So sad to say that people killing people for power
People betraying people to give more cover
People begets people - such a user!
Why do people just can't love one to the other.
Why people do cheat just to get what she/he wanted
Why people do laugh when somebody is dead
Why people are in sarcassing tone to the one's who failed
Why people ignore the SCREAM of "PEACE"
Well, maybe simply because we are just people---
---and this is a sudden truth
"NO BODY IS PERFECT"
But we can be a better person and live a good life,
we can lessen the war and contributes peace
when your main reason
Is I'm a God fearing person.
Poem's Importance
The importance is not the rhyming,
But the message it bring.
The importance is not the "who write"
But when the poem comes from he/she's heart.
The importance is not the way of reading,
But it's the way of understanding.
The importance is not the comment that hath,
But that he/she had said what is "IN" he/she's heart.
The importance is not the grade he / she can get,
But the ability of writing he / she did.
The importance is not the snob of some readers,
But the joy we can give to others...
But the message it bring.
The importance is not the "who write"
But when the poem comes from he/she's heart.
The importance is not the way of reading,
But it's the way of understanding.
The importance is not the comment that hath,
But that he/she had said what is "IN" he/she's heart.
The importance is not the grade he / she can get,
But the ability of writing he / she did.
The importance is not the snob of some readers,
But the joy we can give to others...
In You
In your eyes I see
True love eternal and free
Overflowing with hope and gladness
You put an end to my sadness.
In your presence I feel
Security that's so real
Keeping me away from harm
I found shelter in your arms.
In you I see
Somebody I long to be
A face so kind and gentle
And a touch so tender, so lovable.
In you I found
The love I am abound
Embracing me so tight
Putting the restless me to sleep at night.
True love eternal and free
Overflowing with hope and gladness
You put an end to my sadness.
In your presence I feel
Security that's so real
Keeping me away from harm
I found shelter in your arms.
In you I see
Somebody I long to be
A face so kind and gentle
And a touch so tender, so lovable.
In you I found
The love I am abound
Embracing me so tight
Putting the restless me to sleep at night.
It's you
It's you who made my life worth living for
It's you that i adore!
It's you that i adore!
It's you who made me smile
No more tear can i cry...
It's you who hold my hand tight
and never let go against my fight
It's you who kissed all my pain
and you're my shelter from the rain
It's you who easses all my sorrow
I wish for no tomorrow
It's you who loves me so true
my ever beloved one...
I will love you 'till the end of time.
Being me
I am a girl a poet A wisher
I'm me...
I'm me...
I am a writer,a letter and a keeper.
I'm me...
I am a sender and a seeker of what's true
What's true of being me and being you
I am a fighter who fights for the truth and reasonable things
I am a listener to those who talks and even yells
I'm me...
I also am a woman who wants to be loved by who i am
And not to the one they want me to become.
Im me...
I'm just being me,
And not the ugly loser they used to say
One of these days infront of them i'll stand straight!
That 'tis loser they said is i am
Is an ugly duckling turning into swan.....
Price of Fame
You could have friends a few
Or everyone may know you
But popularity ain't a game
That's the price of fame.
Some feel guilty or paranoid
For their greatness may be void
One mistake you're brought to shame
That's the price of fame.
When you're famous you're exposed
They'll recognize you even with eyes closed
Hecklers and jokers will use your name
That's the price of fame.
Gossips and papers would destroy
They'd say your talents are just decoy
They'll say you're the one to blame
That's the price of fame.
But when you become a faliing star
When they forget who you are
What once was beautiful now is lame
That's the price of fame.
Only a few will analyze
And even fewer will realize
The hidden truth, we're all quite the same
Well, that's the game of fame.
Or everyone may know you
But popularity ain't a game
That's the price of fame.
Some feel guilty or paranoid
For their greatness may be void
One mistake you're brought to shame
That's the price of fame.
When you're famous you're exposed
They'll recognize you even with eyes closed
Hecklers and jokers will use your name
That's the price of fame.
Gossips and papers would destroy
They'd say your talents are just decoy
They'll say you're the one to blame
That's the price of fame.
But when you become a faliing star
When they forget who you are
What once was beautiful now is lame
That's the price of fame.
Only a few will analyze
And even fewer will realize
The hidden truth, we're all quite the same
Well, that's the game of fame.
Butterflies
Butterflies come in different colors,
From yellow to red, from white to blue,
They'll fly carelessly towards you,
The least time you expect them too.
Their wings flutter gracefully,
Amusing your weary days,
Their colors shining in the sun,
Takes your blues away.
And when you're dowm and lonely,
It rest atop your shoulder,
Its blue wings cooling your sad eyes;
Making you feel much better.
The moments you had together,
Will never ever be replaced,
Your love for it will never fade,
Treasured in the memories you made.
Butterflies guide as long the way,
Away from nasty thorns and weeds,
They support us as we grow and bloom,
They listen to our silent heeds.
And when you take it forgranted,
Or don't even bother or care,
You don't realize how much you'll regret,
To lose a butterfly so rare.
Sometimes we may not realize,
That they are blessing in disguise.
They'll make you smile when life's a mess,
Or when things go really tense.
All I can say is one things for sure,
They're our life, our joy, our cure,
They're supportive, caring and wise,
They are our priceless butterflies.
From yellow to red, from white to blue,
They'll fly carelessly towards you,
The least time you expect them too.
Their wings flutter gracefully,
Amusing your weary days,
Their colors shining in the sun,
Takes your blues away.
And when you're dowm and lonely,
It rest atop your shoulder,
Its blue wings cooling your sad eyes;
Making you feel much better.
The moments you had together,
Will never ever be replaced,
Your love for it will never fade,
Treasured in the memories you made.
Butterflies guide as long the way,
Away from nasty thorns and weeds,
They support us as we grow and bloom,
They listen to our silent heeds.
And when you take it forgranted,
Or don't even bother or care,
You don't realize how much you'll regret,
To lose a butterfly so rare.
Sometimes we may not realize,
That they are blessing in disguise.
They'll make you smile when life's a mess,
Or when things go really tense.
All I can say is one things for sure,
They're our life, our joy, our cure,
They're supportive, caring and wise,
They are our priceless butterflies.
Love for Hire
If I ever say "WANTED BOYFRIEND"
Will they apply?
If I ever say "LOVE FOR HIRE"
Would they try?
If I ever say "I need someone"
You think they'll run?
Will they apply?
If I ever say "LOVE FOR HIRE"
Would they try?
If I ever say "I need someone"
You think they'll run?
If I ever say "I want to cry"
Would you wave good bye?
Yes, I'm in pain...
Yes, I'm in vain...
Yes, I am wounded deep...
You want to know why?
Hmp! don't try.
I just want to post a sign, if only I can
That love is for hire here in line.
But how can I do that when I've already gave my heart...?
Would you dare to try for my love for hire?
When the one I desire almost say good bye...
Because I made a stupid LIE
That makes him cry...
LOVE FOR HIRE!
Wanna try?
Pretending
Tears flow
my pillows are wet
I pretended my eyes just hurt.
My mind is floating
didn't hear what his talking
I pretended my head's just aching.
He whispered me softly
how much he have loved me
I closed my eyes - sleeping- pretending.
He made love at me
I faked a moan so he won't see that my eyes are
filled with tears of hunger and crave
to the one I truly loved and that one is not he...
He hugged me tight
I'm imagining that the hand that clasped mine
is not he's but to the one that I have loved...
But how can I break it to him?
How can I stop pretending when I know the feeling
of getting hurt and how hard is it in pain.
how can I stop pretending?
The music and lyric
You can't feel my heart sobbing
you can't my hear my voice trembling
I'm in pain...
I turned on the music...
you can't my hear my voice trembling
I'm in pain...
I turned on the music...
"I wish you were here to hold me tight
to say you love me and kiss me good night"
says the lyric...
A tear began to fall
I feel you-not-at-all!
I missed you a lot, I love you-my all...
"How can I make these dreams real,
when falling stars nothing fell.
Genie in a bottle or God mother
Oh, good fairy cast a spell"
The music continues...
How can I tell him all of these
when I don't deserve him truly is.
I have done unlikely things
and his sorrow I possess...
I wish you're here to hold me tight
to say you love me, kiss me good night
Take all my fears away
Kiss all my pain, melancholic melody...
Pour a glass of wine
Simply sipping somehow be fine
Escaped from the thought, can't get you off my mind.
Door went open I'm in fear
Though visions unclear you're standin' there
A bunch of flower for me you offer...
My tears fell how will it stop
When I have dreamin' you all my life.
Loud laughter woke me up
"The music's over DJ Clare's here"
The vision is clear,
you are not here...
I loved you
I loved you
when you turned away,
I loved you as you went astray
I loved you then, as I loved you now
I'll go on living without you...
But how?
when you turned away,
I loved you as you went astray
I loved you then, as I loved you now
I'll go on living without you...
But how?
Sheila Mae means
What Sheilamae Means
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
Night Sky
The night sky lights on me her shining grace,
As tears slowly trickle down my face...
She sees all my sorrows, trouble and shame,
As I lay myself down, wounded by pain...
The night sky engulfs me with her blanket of stars,
Doing her best to mend all my scars...
She breathes upon me her cold, comforting air,
As I stare into the darkness, lost in despair...
The night sky shares with me her amazing history,
As I bare to her all the story of my misery...
She listens carefully to each word I say,
As I share a story of loneliness, love and dismay...
The night sky shows me the black clouds she passes,
Hoping that by doing so, my sadness she might suppress...
She sees that slowly, a smile creeps from my lips,
Though the pain from my wounds continuously seeps...
The dawn is coming, the night sky had to go,
She said goodbye, she just had to do so...
She did her best, and I know what I had to do,
As a new day comes, I had to move on too...
As tears slowly trickle down my face...
She sees all my sorrows, trouble and shame,
As I lay myself down, wounded by pain...
The night sky engulfs me with her blanket of stars,
Doing her best to mend all my scars...
She breathes upon me her cold, comforting air,
As I stare into the darkness, lost in despair...
The night sky shares with me her amazing history,
As I bare to her all the story of my misery...
She listens carefully to each word I say,
As I share a story of loneliness, love and dismay...
The night sky shows me the black clouds she passes,
Hoping that by doing so, my sadness she might suppress...
She sees that slowly, a smile creeps from my lips,
Though the pain from my wounds continuously seeps...
The dawn is coming, the night sky had to go,
She said goodbye, she just had to do so...
She did her best, and I know what I had to do,
As a new day comes, I had to move on too...
October rain
October rain rushes to my sky,
The end is near and I don't know why
Will you remind me to play someday?
To dance on the street with the falling rain?
Because fairy tales, yes fairy tales
They all mean the same to everyone else.
Just like the leaping fires of fate,
That took me before I wake.
To watch the october rain,
As it takes away my pain.
Could it be that the world is blind?
And all that glitters isn't all that fine.
But their eyes that see, must now sleep,
And wait when tomorrow's today,
And wait when tomorrow's today,
And it would all be okay.
Now the morning breeze,
Is flying by.
The end is near and I don't know why.
The end is near and I don't know why
Will you remind me to play someday?
To dance on the street with the falling rain?
Because fairy tales, yes fairy tales
They all mean the same to everyone else.
Just like the leaping fires of fate,
That took me before I wake.
To watch the october rain,
As it takes away my pain.
Could it be that the world is blind?
And all that glitters isn't all that fine.
But their eyes that see, must now sleep,
And wait when tomorrow's today,
And wait when tomorrow's today,
And it would all be okay.
Now the morning breeze,
Is flying by.
The end is near and I don't know why.
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